Anyone?

Desperately seeking my very first texting buddy.

This is my first time logging on in 4 months so lj isn't practical for motivation and I don't visit forums or pro websites anymore, I spent way too much time sick with that before and I've made myself move on, but I need some support. Someone I can be honest with that yes, although I'm "thin" I think I'm fat and I'm willing to starve a bit to get what I want. The same story you've heard a million times before...

I'm looking for someone that I have something in common with, so we can relate to one another and gain motivation to reach our goals. I was diagnosed with anorexia at 14, reached a low weight of 93(ish) and semi-recovered for health reasons. My life is chaotic and I need energy, so no more 300 calorie days...but I need to stop eating so much and get with it. My body has recovered, but my mind is still obsessive about food and I'm sick of wasting so much time and energy hating the way I look. Which, isnt all the time..but more often than it should be. Anyways, heres me:

* 21 years old - 5'7" 119 lbs
* Vegetarian, but I eat a very limited amount of eggs and dairy
* Studied Nutrition, definetely not wanting a career in that anymore...
* "reovered" anorexic with orthorexic tendencies
* f-ing addicted to anything sweet, especially cupcakes and chocolate

Send me a private message if you'd be interested.

xxx